It's so easy for her to call us backstabbers and liars. She doesn't even know what really happened that time. It was really easy for her to take side with just a snap without even talking to us. If she thinks we we're fake to her then why would we still accompany her anywhere she wants to go and laugh all the time when she's around. Why would we still enjoy her company if we are being fake to her? Now she's saying that we are liars and backstabbers? hold on. If we were fake to her then why did we fix that argument during that time when we had a misunderstanding. Hear says are going on and it sucks.Why didn't she asked us first it was SO easy for her to listen to someone who's not even telling the whole truth and how it happened exactly. Crap. It really hurts me and my other friend to think that she didn't even try to talk to us and asked us about it she didn't even clear things with us. It really sucks. For the 4 years I've known her and became her friend now this is happening?! What really hurt us when she sued words that was really painful against us as if she was never our friend for 4 years. We were like total strangers to her. I want to resolve this issue because of someone this happened. I treated her like a sister and I kept her secrets if I was fake to her then why did I kept all her secrets...we care for her and we love her but it really sucks to think she listened to someone and with just a snap it was really EASY for her to say things that is really painful as if we were never friends. According to that someone she doesn't treat us as her best friend so what do you think will our reaction be? happy?! to think that she was one of my best friend. I can't believe it. We don't want to ruin the friendship that we had and C & I are hoping it will be resolved.
I've been thinking about someone quite special to me lately.
He's also a member of our organization and I feel like I miss him.
I thought he's gonna hate me because when we had our meetings for our defense I never attended and during the day of our defense I wasn't there.
But during our exposure trip in Tagaytay he was seated beside me and my other "crush." was on my right side but after awhile my friends transferred to their seat and they transferred on another row of the van. In Tagaytay during our race he was also my team mate and he was a gentle man even though he was short. He took care of me and my friend Dana but I keep on looking at him because I caught him always looking at me especially when I'm talking he always smile at me and during our trip to the palace in the sky it was raining as if Ondoy was back he stayed to accompany me and my friend in the guard house but I was shock when I during our PUJ ride going back to Picnic Grove he was seated infront of me and there was so many space in their row but he decided to transfer beside me but there was not too much space in our row. During the Christmas eve I texted him and he replied to me using his Mom's phone wheeee I really like him although he only stands 5'0
While B stands 5'9 my feelings remain but I really like the other one too.
- Mood:
confused - Music:P.S. I'M STILL NOT OVER YOU.
- Mood:
crazy
Cheers to 2010!!! Thank you to all the people who made my 2009 a wondeful year and I'm looking forward to more great years with all of you!
The year 2009 was quite hard for some Filipinos specially those who were affected by the typhoons Ondoy & Pepeng; the ships that sank and the movement of the Mayon volcano I hope they can recover from all those calamities.
To my friends & family-I love you all so much I hope to have a better year with you.
To him-thanks for being honest with me yesterday and I feel the same way.
Welcome 2010!
- Mood:
amused - Music:fly away-Jojo
- Mood:
bitchy
- Mood:awake
Merry Christmas everyone!!!! Last night we had dinner in my Aunt's house in Merville and we attended mass afterwards my cousins decided to throw a pool party instead of joining the oldies "noche buena." but unexpectedly one of my cousin was really wild because she was really tipsy she started screaming and entered the house wearing her bikini while all the oldies were starring at her and my Aunt had to slap her. She's only 14 btw but she's really wild. I wasn't able to swim because I didn't bring my baithing suit.
The party ended at around 3am but I went home around 11pm but I went back to the party and I got home past 5am.
I'll see my cousins from my Dad's side later it's our reunion.
I'm lucky because my Mom was not invited in their Christmas party last night.
Happy Holidays!!!
- Mood: chipper
- Mood:
discontent
The only reason why I still love him is because no matter how hard I try to forget him he gives me so many reasons not to forget about him. When he said he likes me and he said he feels the same way I feel it was really strange. He respects me and I know I am protected when I'm with him. At first I thought he's not serious but when I heard them talk about me seriously and he said how much he really likes me but he don't know how to court me because he is friends with my Dad.
I guess the 12 years age gap is also a hindrance for him because he said he has high respect for me and I'm a minor but I've never felt the way I feel towards him. I know I have so many crush and sometimes I get really irritating because of my numerous crushes but I learned that my love is only B.
- Mood: crazy
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